Episode 42 Sunshine

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Episode 42 Sunshine

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Background briefing as a poem

 

So Here We Are

In Another Heated

One Sided Conversation

 

I Began This Project As An Investigation

To Turn Silences Into Words

What Was Unutterable, Into Vision

To Make My Whirling World Stand Still

For A Moment Each Film

 

This Is A Moment In The Sun

 

My Happiness Is A Chemical

Called Sunshine

Beautiful

Form & Function

Strength & Weakness

In One Easy To Swallow Pill

 

This Is My Sex

In My Mind

Taken To Extremes

Tweaked To Outrageous Lengths

In The Moment

Every Word

Every Thought

Every Breath

And Then

Cursed With A Cloud Of Pain

And I Alone Am Its Translator

 

Trying

To Give Voice To This Nakedness
Of Soul
And Refusal Of Need
I Could Put The Knife To Flesh
I Could Cuddle With
The Angel Of Death

While Taking Life

Trying to find

The Fuckin Reason It All Went Wrong

Looking For An Answer

Banging The Gong

 

I Can Talk Philosophy

Theology, Sociology,

Anyfuckinology

But I Can’t Truthfully

Explain My Emotions

 

The Fear Of Just Saying

Exactly What You Feel.

I Feel

 

Is There Some Reason

I Can’t Speak

Are You Like Me

Afraid To Exhale

 

What Do I Feel

What Is It That Years Of Education

Cannot Seem To Explain

 

Is It That

The Rarest Thing To Be

Is A True Artist Of Your Own Mind?

 

A Wise Old Woman Once Told Me

Much Weight Shall You Lift My Child

I Asked

What Should I Do

What Steps Should I Take

When Trouble Comes My Way

 

Big Steps Kiddo

Big Fuckers In The Opposite Direction

I Paraphrase Of Course

 

Since A Whole Lot Of Trouble Seems To Radiate

From Me

It Begs The Question

Where To Now With This

If The Trouble Is Inside

The Zip Be

Me

 

A Brain Box Full Of Tools

A Policy Of Truth

But A Drain To Watch

Life

Fall

Down

Like

 

This. Then. Hurt

 

Sometimes I Think My Happy Face Is My

I Am Just Managing To Hold My Shit Together Face

 

Sunshine

 

I Feel The Need To Sing A New Song

Quit Caring About

What The Grass

Says To The Tree

 

There Is Much To Be Said For

Distraction Technique

 

It Is Useful When Two Year Olds Throw Tantrums

It Is Useful When Life Goes Wrong

Shirt Sleeves Rolled Up

Elbows Going Like A Fiddler

 

I Think I See Another Film

At The Fork In The Road

Leading To The Beach

Named Hypocrisy

In My Past

 

At The Beach

I Am

Laying Alongside

Everyday People

People Shamed Into

Chasing Their Own

Moby Dicks

By Polite Society

 

Over Riding The Ever Beckoning

Wooo Hoo Look At Me

Aren’t I Just Grand

That I Seem

Cursed With

 

Sometimes

I Don’t Believe People

Are As Fulfilled And Happy

As Their Mr/Mrs Happy Face

Portrays Them To Be

 

Just Enough To Prevent

Any Significant Revolution Of Thought

 

And Then I Remember

The Ocean Is To Drink From

To Sustain Life

Not Drown In

Which I Seem So Good At

 

Missy

On The Beach

But Off The Tracks

 

Sunshine

Ain’t Interested In

Who Is To Blame

 

Sunshine

Don’t Give A Damn

For A Sorrow Called Shame

 

Sunshine

Sucker Is Hip

Hip To My Game

 

The Taste Of My Flirtation

The Smell Of My Craving

 

Sunshine

Sees My Life In Slices

Of Three Seconds

 

I Wonder If I Am A Goldfish

On The Beach Of Life

Teeter Tottering In The Fool Zone

In My Own Way
Under Own Steam
Trippin Over Moonbeams
Comin Loose At The Seams
This Is Free Writing Somewhat

Writing My Way Out Of

A Universal Paramount Disney Like Production

Process Is Revelation

Only A Faint Line

Through A Genuine Mistake

If Such A Thing Exists

 

I Hope It Is Honest

I Won’t Read It Before I Send

 

Hit Send Chickenshit

Bukowski Said

 

So There It Goes Charlie Boy

At Least I’m Not Chickenshit

 

“True Alchemy Lies In This Formula: ‘Your Memory And Your Senses Are But The Nourishment Of Your Creative Impulse’.”
― Arthur RimbaudIlluminations

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